secrets

Few things are best kept unsaid...
A secret from your own self...
Tongue held,eyes closed...
become companion...
This deceit with your own 
feelings giving a full stop, 
to an otherwise unending debate
between right and wrong...
Its good to remain a fool..ignorant...
To be aloof from the catacombs of 
an over burdened night...
For it lures to think...
In the backdrop of a misty evening, 
Its better to be just lying down...
And wonder about the eternal
sane conspiration of the cosmos above
and caress your insane mind...

a dream

So beautiful to be fondled in your dream's arms..

I blink slowly...

Immersing as much as I could in the vastness of their wings..

For I know of no boundaries there..I can fly..gladly...

Trying to reach the safest haven on my ground..

Trying to touch my reveries...

Oh Lord...Thank you..You endowed me with dreams!

Where I soar..and vaporise..where i sob my noiseless sobs

And smile my silent smile...

Where I try to see you..and get closer...

Where I don't blabber..don't search for words...

Where my eyes read out my poetry for you

and my frail words do not wander in search of expression...

i missed you today

The rain brought with it,

your memories today..

And I yearned for your presence...

I would have hid behind you,

to hide me from the tapping hailstones...

Your memories brought back

the smile you loved..

The clouds seemed happy

and there was no 

tormented wind blowing

after the downpour...

Just the breeze telling me,

that she was happy

to see me smile...

I laid there on the grass...

Just staring at the sky 

crowded by the clouds..

It was twilight and I drenched...

The rain had tickled the earth 

as it always does...

And it smelled so beautiful..

As if the earth gave out its little giggle...

Do you remember??

I was overwhelmed when you,

kissed me for the first time..

I kissed back with tears,

streaming down my cheeks..

 You had given a little laugh then...

Ah!! your sighs...your voice...

They resurfaced and lingered  

in my happy tears...

rolling down with the rain...

I missed you today...

I love you..

I am waiting..

Wake up soon..come back soon...

complete

The cusp on my forehead disappeared 
when you entered yesterday...
It was difficult to keep holding the tears of bliss..
They so wanted to surrender...fall off...
Standing in the sanctum of the moment...
I was drowned in the bliss of it...
Alas! I saw the rainbow looking at me 
for the first time...
Holding..rejoicing..
The satisfaction for the present..
Belief in the future.. 
With you on my side,I gazed at it then...
Amazed.. awestruck !!
So ignorant I was in my gloom..
That I realized it then that
It was always there..
A symbol of promising beauty ahead !
I kept my vision translucent for so long...
But its clear now...
No more entangled in the weary strands 
of crave for fulfillment..I..

Feel complete and hopeful in myself now...